Supressed feminine sexuality
I am currently in Brazil to be a part of a gathering of facilitators and organizers of ISTA, a international organisation that works with re awakening sacred sexuality and spread love and peace on earth. Tomorrow we will go to the jungle for one week without electricity, wi-fi or phone connection, to connect with the earth and eachother!
As I am jetlagging I spend my time in a hotel in the capital Brasilia and today I woke up early to go see the town.
It seems to me my current journey is about awakening a surpressed feminine sexuality. I see it everywhere. Those little signs pointing out my path.
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Taking a tour in Brasilia, the capital of Brazil is a strange experience.
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Everything is surrounded by concrete and the buildings are very special... 😬 This is a big art museum!
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One particular exibision shows obects that with an open mind can be interpreted as genitals.
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The "feminine" genitals are locked in a cage.
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The "maskuline" genitals are presented as on a battlefield.
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Or hanging from the wall...
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As if they were keys to unlock...something.
We think that in west we are quite open towards sex and sexuality, when in fact the feminine sexuality is locked in a cage, waiting for some one else to awaken her!
How much pressure does that put on the lover? I know as a woman, I have the presence and the consciousness to awaken the feminine, and I need to allow my self to do it. I cant wait for the circumstances to be "perfect" or until I am "flawless" to awaken sexually. I have the responsabillty towards my self to wake up beyond fear and judgement. I have the power to enbrace the wildness, the untamed passion in me and I want to welcome me fully in my life.
I want to share me with my lovers and with the world! I am leting me shine trough my sensual body. I let myself wonder over the beauty of life!
The feminine can only be supressed by my fear and my beliefs. And when I show her to the world, the world falls deeply and madly in love with her.